Tuesday, March 3, 2009'♥
First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUN WEI! 20 already! gratz!
Next, i'm disappointed with myself today. a simple question,
yet i have no courage to ask it. such a simple question.
i fear of rejection, had no confidence in myself. that's why i failed.
i lost the war, not due to the enemy, but due to myself.
this is all gonna change. the next 6months will be a good time.
for me to improve myself. (Note: doesn't mean better person.)
but just to be who i want to be. no matter which path i goes,
good or evil, light or darkness. i'll not give up, and will finish the path.
So, here's a check list what i gonna be doing or improving for the next 6months.
Check List -
1) Determination - i seriously wanna improve it, without it the rest is gone case.
2) Perseverance - thou i already have it, but it can be improve. i SURE it can.
3) Confidence - seriously lacking in this. without it, nothing much can be done.
4) Courage - i'm quite sure this will come with confidence, but still can improve.
5) Charisma - God, seriously need help in this. i sux at this.
6) Patience - i guess it be useful to me.
7) English - since i already decide what i wish to take in university, need this. >.<
8) Fitness - time to get training. NS enrollment very soon. need prepare first.
9) Driving - seriously, need that license of mine.
10) Muay Thai - this is optional. but it be beneficial if i learn it.
11) Dj~ing - optional also. it can turn out to be a nice hobby!
12) Devotion - I doing all this, just for you. no one else. it's just you. =D
13) Double edge sword - then again, it's actually for myself, cause i want you. xD