Gonna try really really hard this time.
Gonna quit it. i don't wanna be like this.
i want to change, i want to become better.
Gonna start working hard, game lesser.
Serious this time. i don't wanna be a kid anymore.
Working hard, on Jobs, and studies. In addition,
don't dota so often liao. Including GE also.
Quitting smoking, wish me luck please.
its like so terrible trying to quit sia.
so much for saying won't be hook onto it in the past.
oh well. MLM is hard sia, don't even know can survive.
Hopefully i can do it la, and reach the top.
Gladly, i'm finally off the hook of girls. Not flirting anymore!
cheerios, finally didn't anyhow go jio anyone.
Keeping a clear mind, just wanna head for my goals.

A simple quote, from my Bro, " Have regrets in life, then you would promise yourself not to do it again. "

yea, very true. i regret losing her. so i gonna promise myself, the next one, its gonna be different.
i won't do the same stupid mistakes again. not gonna stay the same. All the way, to the end.
Maybe it really won't matter at all in the end, but at least, i had fun heading there.
Time to go out! take care all.

Merry Christmas Peeps!
So fast, another year gonna past.
A new year is coming soon!
Cheerios! but, alot of things happened.
During this holiday, realize some stuff.
Some Friends(?), yea, tot they were friends.
but actually, they are just acquaintances,
more likely to become eyesore. yup,
some don't regard me as a friend,
so i don't see why i should treat you as a friend either.
i got my friends, short of one you doesn't make a diff to me.
Awaiting the count down to a new year.
Lets party guys! blog gonna be dead for awhile. =D

Start with bad stuff first. first of all, im screwed up.
4 out of 6 paper, i die alr. especially today's.
i did only like 33% of the paper? really dead.
im really hoping for a retest, at least cap at 50% la.
In addition, i thought of the past, when with June.
Nice memories, but painful to be remembered. Ouch.
I went to dug out the past, found out some stuff.
which really makes me feel like slapping her. Sorry,
but, the things that i found out, really make me feel that,
you are such a bitch.(im not talking about same person.)
Yup. so that all about the emo part i guess.?
Well, Yayness! Common test finally over. time to party!
Norm be going over sea for mission trip, take care bro!
I be meeting 1 good fren tonite! and hopefully, today,
will be a lovely and nice day! coz its start of holiday!
oh oh, another happy thing is that, Nee San ROX!
She today gave me my belated bdae present.
& she gave me a bottle of ABSOLUT VODKA!
Song bo! love nee san la! you're the very best girl!
Whee. that all for now. TIME TO DOTA! WHOOOOOOOOO!
Love twinny too, and my close frens. =D

Fuck this screwed up world. So many people can't be trusted.

im such a stupid stupid fool. =(




Friends. who to trust. who not to.
really such a troubling question.
when the world turns against you,
what you gonna do? good thing,
i always got my best fren, and my bro.
i hate having to smile to those 2 face fkers.
Sorry, but you all are gonna go down.

What do you know,
my load came back.
it jump on me again.
fking hate it. haiz.
Fk off pls. stop doing this.
i hate you.

Have to hang in there. Year 2 3/4 completion already.
Studies are getting harder and harder, each and every day.
I really don't know much of what is going on in class either,
guess i been too slack or inattentive lately. Jia yous to myself.
Well, thankfully, a big load, has seem to be let off my shoulders.
Even with the study load, life seem to have gotten easier anyway.
Even though i rather have a gf, but seems to me now, not really at all.
There are times i wish there was someone for me la, but then,
i realize, my bro is there for me. Yea, but then hor, cant replace love la. =x
If can, machiam become gay already. Thank god im straight. haha.
Got someone to hug in cold nights of coz is much better rite!
Conclusion, i still want to have a gf! but i only want the correct one. =p
oh oh, for the first time in months, i finally got a good night sleep!
and because of that, i decide to skip class in the morning! muahahaha.
Close Friends Rocks My World! Cheerios!

Yay! Gratz Agatha! 18th liao. Huat ah!
Best Wishes Dearest Best Friend =D

Thanks alot JUNE. for cheering me up.
take care xiao ke ai. love you always.
see ya ard. =D

Exams on the way. 3 test this week. not 1 is i know de.
so gg, i gonna flunk everything. i m so noob.
everyone feeling down, for some weird reason. alot emo,
alot don feel like talking. haiz, cheer up frens.
i tried cheering others up, but din really work anyway.
Norm, hang in there, although i dono much about christian,
but i know there are a lot of christian on earth.
give your god a little time to get to you, he nid take care of millions leh.
so hang in there! frens will always be there for you de.
then leh, got another fren. i tried cheering her up. yay! it works.
cheerios, and then, she had to make me emo. thanks alot ah.
so this is what frens are for isit? i don mind losing a fren like you.
seriously, no offence to girls, but girls sux! well, nt all, but most of them. =x
i know 1 girl that is the nicest! and her name is Jas. random =p

1 stick + 1 point
2 hours gaming + 1 point
Sleep after 12mn + 1 point
Spend more than $50 a day + 5 point
No all of the above - 1 point
Hit 100, straight back to zer0. payment time.