Falling sick, feeling unwell all the time. Studies stress coming in.
so much work, so much i don't understand. Relation problems,
not just bgr itself, but friends too. so much to handle.
feel as if my whole world is falling apart. everything falling down.
sadly, suddenly got this mind set. i cant afford to fall.
not now, not ever. if i were to fall, wad about my frens, those ard me.
constantly have to remind myself, not to fall. its so hard.
have to stand straight and tall, and support all that falling down.
no choice, got to do it. hate the random thoughts that wont let me rest.
oh well. life goes on. lets roll!

i wish for you, to be happy. that little girl.
the one that no longer remember my existence.

Bloggin is such a good way to let off anger and stress.
so sorry to that sweet girl about yesterday post ah.
see liao don angry and murder me. xD

yup, u said it, its my life. since you don like me, then fuck off. =D

Today was such a long day, was out for more then 18 hours.
Woke up at 6.20am. Go driving center, want to enrol.
Sunday off. fuck. end up wait for edmund till 9plus. his test.
trial test, he failed. ROFL. question so lame, no wonder la.
then go hq, reach there, imba headache. then Cs till cmi.
then dota lo. then i got so high, keep scold vulgarites for fun.
Die mother fucker DIE! lols. lame. then after that, go Pris hse.
do project, i tot i damn late. still cab there half way thru.
Reach there, just to find out, yiu long not even there yet. Sianz.
nbm. Yiu long buy lunch for me. so happy la. rofl. then do project.
play neopets and other lame games, then i felt asleep. after that,
go j8 dinner. talk alot crap with yiu long. he joker sia. then after that,
went to find edmund. standard, slack awhile, went home. end of day.
(Long story cut short, due to alot of privacy stuff, and i am tired. lol.)

Today, reach sch, i tot i haven wake up or still dreaming.
coz JUN QI WAS EARLY! WTF!! owned. that at pcn class,
i got no idea wad was going on. Ben did everything. All i did,
was to sign my own attendance. like always, ppl copy my maths.
so many ppl copy lo. then nee san borrow mine too. BUT!
SHE DO SO MUCH AHEAD THEN I ALR DID. imba shit.
ROAR! then hor, 1 question i do wrong, then all wrong with me.
muahahhahaha. who ask them want to look at mine. oh ya,
EM3A test i got Full mark! owning! i am first! i suppose?
dono if got anyone else also get full mark. but easy test la.
haha. Nee san got scam by cher. end up, get 50% nia. sad for her.
then after that, ATE class. plau chess with yi jie. own him upside down.
till he left 1 soldier and the general nia. then i bo liao. go let him win.
hahah! damn funny the way i lose. then after that, suppose to be lunch.
but i pei norman go bus stop, i go find my pgf. muahahaha.
and i hope norm don read my blog. if not he know who le. PRAY VERY HARD!
yup. she sick le. hope she takes good care. then after break, is maths class.
god, i was so bored. that i went crazy. Nee san say me mentally unstable.
rofl! quite true la. go that cher class sure ki siao one. i keep ji siao nee san,
then she whack me. then i told her, 打是疼， 骂是爱。so ask her keep whack me.
LOLs! crazy me. then she whack me, i go whack ben. ki siao me. laugh like siao.
then end class, GO HOME! oh yea, nee san look so pretty today. and hor,
YAP ZI JING IS MY SUGAR MUMMY! LOLS!

Today blogging, coz pgf requested it. if not i also too lazy to blog.
lols. feeling very sick. diarrhoea 2nd day alr. sian nor. still got fever.
go school, early in the morning, have class. cold till like dono wad.
then go maths, cant stand the lecturer. she is so irritating. hate her.
then after that, 4hour break. went home, play 1 round dota. end up,
took only a file to sch later. so light. then yea, today was fun, but long.
go home that time raining. so i just walk in the rain la. big deal. sick only.
Yeap. i m old enough to take care of myself. you told me that. and yeap,
i agree. i won't need you yea, i be okay looking after myself, since that
what you meant anyway. so i will stop disturbing you, okay?

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愛轉角

我偽裝著 不露痕跡的
想在你身邊 靜靜的陪著看著天邊
騎著單車 往前行進著
某個路口 愛在等著
你往前走 不回頭看了
記憶的笑臉 緩緩的敲著我的琴鍵
我不捨得 讓你孤單單的
我愛你的 心牽掛著

心不再拼命躲 不去害怕結果
假設有個以後 你會怎麼說
一直想跟你說 幸福不再溜走
下個路口 你會看見愛 有美麗笑容

愛轉角遇見了誰 是否有愛情的美
愛轉角以後的街 能不能有我來陪
愛轉角遇見了誰 是否不讓你流淚
也許陌生到了解 讓我來當你的誰
我不讓愛掉眼淚 不讓你掉眼淚
現在永遠 你就是我 就是我的美

心不再拼命躲 不去害怕結果
假設有個以後 你會怎麼說
一直想跟你說 幸福不再溜走
下個路口 你會看見愛 有美麗笑容

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Heya heya heya heya hey
I’m thinking about you, I’m a love shy baby
got to got to get together be strong
‘coz our love will be coming and I won’t be love shy anymore

Sometimes I run when I wanna stay
it’s all about life that we’re living
I just gotta watch what your scheming
and when I see you I wanna hide
a little afraid of the feeling
one look at you boy and I’m dreaming

And deep inside there’s a love calling out your name
but I’m not the kinda boy who thinks its just a game we play
don’t think that I don’t wanna get involved with you
its all I wanna do won’t you try to understand me

Heya heya heya heya hey,
I’m thinking about you, I’m a love shy baby
got to got to get together be strong
‘coz our love will be coming and I won’t be love shy anymore

Try to be patient I know its hard
baby it’s worth all the while
with me its a slow kinda style
and when you feel your intentions stray
remember that love is the reason
the good things in life don’t come easy

And though I spend a few Saturday nights
on the telephone when I could be touching your face
for me emotion takes a mighty long time
but soon the light will be shining, and I won’t be love shy anymore

Heya heya heya heya hey,
I’m thinking about you, I’m a love shy baby
got to got to get together be strong
‘coz our love will be coming and I won’t be love shy anymore

Heya heya heya heya hey,
I’m thinking about you, I’m a love shy baby
got to got to get together be strong
‘coz our love will be coming and I won’t be love shy anymore

I’ve be watching you watching me,
and I know your on it,
I’m a little love shy boy,
so why don’t you put your number on this paper,
maybe I will call you later,
I need love I need trust,
anything you got boy its all good,
I like it like that I like it like this,
I know I’m shy boy
but I know you’ll like this,
so take my number come on over be my Soulja Boy,
and when you’re over
I will show you how you shout it boy.

Heya heya heya heya hey,
I’m thinking about you, I’m a love shy baby
got to got to get together be strong
‘coz our love will be coming and I won’t be love shy anymore

Heya heya heya heya hey,
I’m thinking about you, I’m a love shy baby
got to got to get together be strong
‘coz our love will be coming and I won’t be love shy anymore

Stop the pendulum. stop it.
i told u how i felt about u.
u tot i was joking.
i said it again, i am serious bout u.
you still choose to not believe.
then what else you want me to say.
my heart alr hurts, when u say i was joking.
i told u again, i was not.
and you push the pain, further into my heart.
All i can say to you now is,
yea, i'm just joking, take it i said nothing at all.

when will you be mine..

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