心死了， 人死了。
一切都不重要了。
没了你，我也活不下去了。
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Set a date,
i'll be waiting.
Until then,
i promise,
i will do my best,
to stay happy.
If, after that date,
i'm still waiting,
i hope everything will end.
Someway, somehow,
i'll end everything.

GG. decision made.
Ni xing fu jiu hao. =D

Fuck, so damn tired.
the mind differs from the heart.
what is it i really want?
God damn it. Fuck my life.
Got to be decisive,
but how to when my mind is in a swirl.
Screw this fuck up mind of mine.

i really have got no idea why,
i m just feeling this way now.
wish i can kill you right now.
the feeling that's inside me,
it's making my blood boil.
i went out for a long run,
to try and chill and relax.
30min straight non stop,
more than my normal,
was still not enough,
to cool me down,
not even one bit.
i really hate you,
a lot a lot a lot.
and to quote,
from you,
Fuck you.

1 stick + 1 point
2 hours gaming + 1 point
Sleep after 12mn + 1 point
Spend more than $50 a day + 5 point
No all of the above - 1 point
Hit 100, straight back to zer0. payment time.