Saturday, January 12, 2008'♥
Love somehow, just don seem suitable for me..
For the second time i decide to really love someone,
i feel the pain again.. it hurts.. so so much..
why is loving someone so painful..
Maybe i should have stick to what the was..
i thought i would never fall in love again till i met you..
the one i would risk getting hurt again just to be with..
and true enough, really have to get hurt to be with you..
why is it you never really listen to what i say?
or is it that you just cant be bothered?
it may not be a promise, but you know what i was going to do..
and yet you changed the plans, n didn't inform me till i ask?
true, i may not be mum, i cant stop you from going out..
but is it too much to let me know when u will be going out?
where you are when you are outside? or am i being nosey?
is it so hard, to do just something for me, after i done so much for you..
how much i had changed for you.. how much effort i put in..
are you really worth me doing so much for you? i really hope so..
i do love you a lot.. really really a lot.. don't let me down girl..
in the start, you were so afraid that our relationship won't last..
your worried i be playing with you, so much you worried..
but in the end? i m the one that is afraid of this now..
cause i thought you would put in your best, and so i did..
i really did.. i don't know how much longer i can last like this..
i really hope, you would do something, and make me feel,
you are worth me going through so much trouble for,
to change so much for, and the person i can entrust my heart to..
i love you girl..